Anti-bully..

Yesterday , i saw the video of a girl-Amanda Todd that bullied by the society and commit suicide.. At the end, she said:

" I have nobody, I need someone. :( "

The purpose i make this post?

Because Amanda Todd just bring my old scary memory back. I know the feeling of bullied by the pier, isolated, tag on different nasty and annoying name. I'm been through those stages too.

On my primary school, here where the bully started. Piers started to isolate me, tag me on the word "Chicken". I guess most of the people will think:" not a big deal what. It's only a word. Just ignore it. Bla bla bla.." 

People, you are wrong. Those tease not only one or two days, It's going for years and years. You will never understand that feeling.

Secondary school. Yay.. "New friends, new life, new start." That's what i thought. Nop, thing still going on. When you are a target for everyone, you can never run away. I guess i'm just a completely badass on my previous life, God just wanted to punish me.

"Eunuchs"

That's the word that haunt me through the whole secondary school.

For your information, eunuchs is a man that without reproductive organ that work in palace in old time. I don't know where the where the word come from and why must it's tag on me. I'm a complete normal man, I don't want it and I hate it!

"Hey eunuch, you want a horse penis to replace urs? Since you don't have one."

"Hey eunuch, shut up. People don't have penis got no right to talk."

"Eunuch this, eunuchs that!"

Enough!

I just have enough!

But people will never stop. They start isolate me, making fun of me, tease me, use me for their benefit. When i think I had a friend, he/she betrayed me and use my trust. It's isn't any use for you to scream, cry, angry. Only way to stop it is adopt it. Finally on my last year, people start slow down on those action. I don't get anymore tease, but i feel like i'm a clown. I have to make everyone happy. I'm a completely crap. I don't own a life.

Every day i reached home, i keep crying.

Mom:" Its everything alright at school?"

Me:" Don't worry mom, everything going smooth. My friend treat me nice."

I can't let my mom worry.

I can only keep everything in myself, cry by myself, even self harm.

When i'm about to explode and commit suicide, I meet a real friend, which is my girlfriend now. She talk to me everyday, smile with me, laugh with me. From that time, it's the only moment i feel appreciated. Now i'm at college. I'm really grateful to have a bunch of good friend, even best friend. Thank you guys for making my life valuable again.

Back to the point, purpose I made this post? Simple, "Please anti-bully."

Everyone wanted a happy and funny life. Everyone wanted to have friend, laugh together, cry together, do insane stuff and have fun. Please don't ruin other life for your own happiness.

Think respectively, would you ever want people to ruin you life? No one want's it.

Come on guys, Amanda Todd is already a perfect example. Please anti-bully from now onward.

"Anti-Bully."

"R.I.P Amanda Todd"